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Archive for December, 2011

Another month has come and gone and it’s scary to think that Santa’s big belly and white beard is almost peeking round the corner and that can only mean one thing… Christmas and home!

The Christmas countdown has begun and we are almost into single figures, which is a huge improvement from the “we only have 100 days to go ” that we started with! This routine may seem a tad unusual to many people who do not live away from home, as well as my family and friends, but I can promise you that this countdown most certainly keeps Miss Carter and myself sane. After counting many months of not having our families here with us, it gives us another focus other than constant dance and exams, and after many tedious weeks of hard work, sweat and tears, we can finally tick that last day in the calendar and it’s home!

As I had mentioned in my last blog the “Joffrey Company ” from Chicago came to the Academy and I was very privileged to be able to take part in one of their contemporary workshop days which was open to all of the students within the school. It was very busy indeed and hard to dance in the studio due to having so many students in a limited space, but it was a resounding success! They decided to choreograph a small piece, which was very neoclassical based and they provided all the students who are usually predominantly classically trained, a very modern twist into their dance routine. They are hoping to use this piece sometime in the not so distant future.

Unfortunately on this occasion I was not selected to take part but I took it as a very constructive learning experience and it also gave me a chance to work my body to its full potential. I found it very similar to how I previously used my body in Scotland, which was really nice for a change. However, I am pleased to say that my fellow Brit Daniel Dolan was chosen to perform in the piece and we are all very proud of him. Show them what us Brits are made of Dan!

The contemporary fun day was short-lived for many as it was back to our ballet-filled day a few hours later. For me, ballet has had many up and down days at the moment but no matter where you are in the ballet world, whether it is London, Scotland or Russia this will always be inevitable. I am very hard and critical on myself as a dancer and as a person and I always want to do and be better. I am my very own worst enemy! Every dancer aspires for perfection but for most, this dream will never happen. This is not because the person may not have as much drive as the next dancer or does not work as hard in class, usually is it to do with the make up of your body. Bones are set, unlike muscle which can be sculpted and changed, and it has taken me a very long time to accept this fact. I may not have a 180 degree turn out, or the physique of most Russian ballet dancers, but what I do have is the love and desire and commitment to be a success in my chosen career. Not every dancer will be Svetlana Zaharova or Natalie Osipova because if everyone was the same, the dance world would be very boring indeed! I have come to understand that an audience and teacher would much rather witness a dancer that does not have everything technically perfect, but one who has drive in their eyes and emotion in their body as they dance, and above all takes a small step every day towards their ideal. A step that little bit better… but not perfect!

Natalia Igornova Revich took me aside in class the other day after one of the worst classes I have had since returning to Russia. I could not contain my tears any longer and was so emotional because I knew I was capable of giving so much more! Her wise words and comfort has always meant the world to me and it was today, after pondering over her wise words, that my class was once again filled with laughter and a pirouette or two! My mum always taught me to allow myself time to let all my negative emotion go and the next day brush myself off and come back fighting harder than the previous days and that is what I always intend to do! I want all young aspiring dancers to think about these points, as I feel that if you can come to terms with the “flaws ” you see in your dancing or yourself as a person, you may find that they are what will make others love you and will make you, not break you. Be yourself and work to your own maximum, no one elses.

On a lighter note, I have had a very productive couple of weeks in Narha in preparation for our end of year exams. I know this may seem very early but believe me with the amount of dances we have to learn for this exam I should have started learning when I was 12 years old ha ha . I absolutely love this class because the teacher makes me feel so good and without even speaking, makes me want to work even harder in her class – which is very impressive indeed! Before class one day, an American girl called Precious Adams and I were messing about and I was showing her tap movements which I had been taught in my advanced 2 exam in Scotland. Little did I know my teacher was watching us from the door and after class she informed me that she now wants me to perform a tap solo in my Narha exam! Those who know me from Scotland can imagine how I reacted to this proposition as believe me, tap was not one of my strongest dance points in earlier training. However, I am very flattered by how Tatiana Petrova has seen so much potential in this part of my dance technique and has also had so much faith in my ability to perform my tap as an exam – but if she’s willing to choreograph a piece for me then I am more than willing to add a little “Frank Sinatra ” into the exam!

As I said before, it’s not long until I will be home in Bonnie Scotland and that thought brings such a rush of excitement. I cannot wait to see my family and friends and of course party in Glasgow for my 18th birthday bash! My poor mummy was under the impression that now I will have my own ID (identification, which you need to get when you’re 18 years old so you can access the night clubs ) she wouldn’t be seeing me at all during my time at home, but I am afraid she is stuck with me for as long as she can cope with, as I am dying for our own little movie nights together and a cheeky cuddle or two. I have missed her far too much over these past four months and it has probably been one of the hardest in terms of homesickness that I have had so far, but as soon as I step foot on Scottish soil all that will be forgotten. The Christmas and family period will have begun! Roll on the 21st of December!

Russian language classes have become even more intense and the work load is piling on but it is nothing Miss Carter and I can’t handle. Whilst Natalie learns most of the verbal exams in one night, her more challenged room mate has to start 3 days previous! However, I don’t care how long it takes me as I have been managing to pass all of my exams so far and I am very pleased with myself. Only 4 more exams to sit, then goodbye exams and hello relaxation for just a little over 3 weeks.

I will write another blog for you all just before I leave for home as I’m sure there will be a few funny Christmas shopping pictures for you to enjoy! Have a good week everyone.

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